so long

At one time u realize he used to make u happy and the hardest part is u still can't move on.

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i hope i can stand by myself  during the hardest moments, all that important for me now is 'tok'.. i must take care of her no matter how work, responsibility, relationship and surrounding people treats me

me

u

i miss the feeling that 'someone is thinking about me' i guest i should move on now... yes i've said that thousands time but i should make big step now. staring at your smiles with those stories behind hurt me... yes, u read that right.. it hurt.. A LOT..  and the fact that u don't even care bout me anymore make me sick... there is one moment where i can't hide my feelings and my tears drop slowly infront of the whole people in front off me including u, and u did nothing.. that is the moment where i found how stupid i am caring about a guy who don't care everything about me.. i hate u!!!!

u

to make u laugh,
to make u smile,
and to make u cry for joy~

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i wish i am invisible

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i hate magang alot, i hope u know what i've gone through

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few days left b4 going home for good but it's very tiring... erm~

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u,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3pn4eCatU_o

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Happy belated birthday to myself. Syukur for everything that i have gone through. Syukur for this 26 years of life. Just like few years back on the day that i've celebrate the hardship of my mother giving birth, i learn more about 'dunia'. There is another great blow for me and i did cry. 'Dunia adalah tempat untuk mencari erti hidup..my comfort sentence'. I wish everything going fine in the future. To u fwenz 'thanks for all the birthday wishes'. It is the thought that matter like always. 

me

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i'm still mad at him and put the blame on him, 

but i admit that he is too good for me

me

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happy everyday to myself~ 

me

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benci dengan orang yang merasa dirinya bagus dari orang lain hampir sepanjang waktu.. sekali sekala diam dah la!!!!!arghhhhh~

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Y org slalu cakap????>>>>cantik gila dia, putih melepak, dok berjemuq tengah panas pon putih lagi..cantik gila..
Y xda org cakap???>>>> cantik gila dia, hitam manis/ kuning langsat/ coklat terang, dok senyum nmpk mcm tahi cicak pon cantik lg...

Argh~ stress, y yg putih itu cantik? y yg ayu itu cantik? y yg jarang buat keja tu yg org suka padahal yg tangan bergherutu la yg siapkan semua hal... adeyy, dunia2. mmg saya xputih n saya xmengharapkan org puji saya sbb saya buat post nie. Jujur saya katakan yang saya dah penat dengaq ayat yang sama. Syukurlah dengan apa yg kita punya. Kamu tu cantik sebenarnya. Please nilailah orang dengan hati nuraninya.

me

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hp ilang. yg syg tu isi dlm hp..erm~ dah xda suma inspiring quote, paling syg bila msg from parents b4 xm yg dh 4-5 tahun simpan pon dh xda.huuuu, kenangan.

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sometimes we need to mess up to step up

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          salam everyone~  life is peaceful nowadays.. n i luv that.. every single moments dt i've been gone thru, make me a stronger person.we as human never ever know what hav God's plan for us, all we can do is try to become a better person, making the most desirable decision, n live life with full of 'iman'... sometimes i feel so  tired living in this alienate country.. can't wait to go home for good like seriously.....i dn't know how to start a conversation, how to treat people nicely n sumhow i did what i want to do instead of realized what is happening around me.... it is very weird when u r in a room that full with people but none voice heard...yeah! this is mumbling post...heeee~ when things got rough i just close my eyes n hav a positive way of thinking.. 'i've gone thru much more harder situations n so i can handling this..zhdh u can handle this'... thats the quote... there is a moments when i so insist to achieve a goal n i put my pride aside n at last i don't get what i want... i can't never believe that it is my fate.. yeah, i'm so damn a stubborn person...but now i knew the meanings of it~

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The Gift of Confidence


It's positive living, believing the best, expecting your plans to work out, 

It's trusting you'll find, all the answer you need, it's patience in moments of doubt.

It's thinking about an "impossible" goal and telling yourself you can do it,

Its taking the most precious dream in your heart and finding a way to pursue it.

It's knowing you have something special to offer- your own unique talents to share, 

It's taking a bright, optimistic approach that can open new doors anywhere.

Emily Matthews

thank you kak jenny :)

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i'm screw things up~

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how does it feel when u need to repronounce the same sentences for tons of times but nobody heard?

 is dis wt total ignorance is all about?

me

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“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up.
 Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. 
As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. 
Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

 Marilyn Monroe